Crap. Totally crap.
It's sickening to be in a class where there're so many 'existing' I would say, cliques. First of all, they might discuss about you and the rest & it isn't an easy task to blend in perfectly. It's like fuck, people have known each other for already 3 (or more) damn months and practically see each other every single day. How the hell do we 'bond'?
Thankfully, Martin, me & Yang can form a mini clique and we belong to the 'extras' in that class. You know, leftovers kinda thang but well, I very much adore them (and aimee perhaps) more than anyone else in class. Afterall, we knew each other longer THAN anyone else there.
Just how much I miss Nutella, Gene in the bottle, QH and the rest of e25m. You know, they are seriously nice (when I say nice, i mean it) and harmless people who are definitely not those ultimate bitches you see in other classes.
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
- Was at town yesterday and that was the first time in three weeks for heaven's sake. Of cos, it kinda feels good to go window-shopping once again after the exams but sadly, as the name suggests, 'window-shop', it means we could only 'see' it & definitely not own it. - Then I thought to myself, 'how about me buying something for myself on my birthday?'. I really liked the idea initially cos well, it's a great time to pamper myself with something I really really fancy, perhaps for a long long time already (or another excuse to buy things). And even, go shopping alone and buy those things that I could only 'see', & treat it as the perfect birthday gift for myself (*imagining myself roaming ard the shopping mall and just keep buying & buying with that damn credit card..) Especially without the Raphael's constant naggings about buying toooooooooo much unnecessary stuff back home. Hmm.. Maybe today. But then again, the whole thing just sounds quite pathetic. - August is a month i've been looking forward to all these while cos there're two major (I feel) events that are considered important to me: 1) My 1st year anniversary with Raphael 2) My birthday. Hoho.. But sometimes, I do hope that my birthday and anniversary day aren't just a mere two days apart.. Whatever it is, cos ultimately, its the person who's with me matters the most. posted by mojojojo @ 5:40:00 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Excruciating pain. Ouch. I'm praying for everyone around me to be happy every single day and definitely, for myself as well. & I wanna make lots of birthday wishes this Sunday. Hopefully it'll all come true.. He he. posted by mojojojo @ 1:31:00 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I'm a total failure, as a person, as a girlfriend. Yes, totally. I am again, a total failure, as a daughter, as a friend. I used to think I handle things pretty well & know my limits. & similarly, I used to take things for granted and neglect the wonderful things that my loved ones used to do to me. - Some still love me selflessly. Some still shower me with lots and lots of love. But for some.. * I fail totally as a person and I cant help but to emphasize that. I never knew my limits. Never. Yes, I only do when i'm on the verge of.. Losing everything. - I couldn't bring happiness to anyone. Not even you. All I know is to be a nuisance and make things worse. Unfortunately, the outcome is dire I would say. - Despite all those final warnings, chances, bad indications of things, the changes.... I would've realised it. I thought I did. I thought I was already changing. yes.. That was what I thought. - I have already missed the previous train ride to happiness But I believe that i've yet to miss the LAST train. This time round, i'll have to personally look for it and never let IT slip away from my hands ever again.. - You may not be feeling anything now. But I know for sure that one day, you would need me, like how much I want you by my side. - I have to be strong.. I need to. Go, Jojo! posted by mojojojo @ 3:10:00 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
我好难过。。 好难过。。 希望这一切能够赶快结束。 而我，什么都不想去理会了。 再加上，打从一开始就是个错误。
再见了。 posted by mojojojo @ 4:28:00 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Weiling's birthday!             After party..         Larger pics..(with Martin C Pillay acting like a monkey)    I love y'all. posted by mojojojo @ 2:39:00 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Just a couple of things to highlight.
Raphael and I would be getting Jinxian a birthday and I guess for R, a whole lot of beer as well. Since it's on Monday, I thought it would be good if I start looking for some on-line cake shops now or perhaps, customise it. And holy mama! I seriously can't wait to share some pictures of those cakes they make, but oh, they can be quite explicit though. Anyway, ChowWeiling's birthday is on this coming sat and yeap, High School's the theme. Sounds damn cute right! It's gonna be fun yo. & hopefully, I can take more pictures cos my digi cam is accumulating dust. The dopest/cutest/coolest/funniest birthday cakes ever.. Would you feel horny when you eat it? Hmm, I guess not.
If interested, refer to Jojo for the website. posted by mojojojo @ 3:43:00 PM |
 jojo, 18 great fan of: pink&kitty republic p. &, R is the sex. |
